Why Embodiment Matters

Spiritual awakenings without embodied integration is another form of disassociation...it is a fantasy of escapism.

I know this because my first spiritual awakenings were not embodied. I walked between dimensions. I led spirit children to the other side. I communed with spirit guides. 

It was beautiful and it taught me so much. I had massive initiations in boundaries. There are spaces of darkness, places where it feels like life taking energy. I had a natural curiosity at the beginning of my spiritual awakening to understand altered states, different dimensions, and the realms of the upper chakras. 

Because it sounds SO COOL right?



Except...it wasn't all that cool. My house was haunted. I had real world implications of a lack of boundaries. I manifested unsafe situations for myself, both psychically and physically. 

The information from the upper realms couldn't land in my body in a real way. It became another way for me to escape. I used these upper states as a way to bypass the shadows of my life. 

At this time, I would do anything to disassociate the trauma stored in my cells. I would do ANYTHING to avoid being alone and having to spend time with myself. 

So if I was alone? Well, I could just move into another state of escapism. I'd go to another plane of reality. Whatever will take me out of this body, out of the truth, out of my past.

This isn't to say SOME of the altered states didn't HIGHLY shift my path. They absolutely did. AND, the integration was brutal. It felt like a fall from God, from grace. How could there be so much connection and then absolute nothingness? 

My body was full of trauma. When the information tried to move down the system, all I felt was numbness. I had somatic motor amnesia in various parts of the body. My lower chakras were entirely blocked. 

I was disconnected from my pleasure, disconnected from my root, stuck in co-dependency...because the only time I felt grounded was with my husband (bodyfriend at the time). My relationship to scarcity and finances was a mess, my creativity was blocked, my interpersonal relationships were boundless, and my self-worth was whatever others told me it was. 



 I still have spirit guides, move into trance, and I gain so much in these altered states. I love falling into channeled states of consciousness. 

So what's the difference now? 

Altered states and ascension is integral to my practice, it is part of my ability to embody heaven on earth. But that's the key: embodiment. I take action to change my life according to the information my higher self and guides provide.

Now I have an embodied connection to myself. I'm not open to EVERYTHING. I don't waste time in other dimensions that do not affect this current reality. I'm actively integrating the information I gain in these altered states. Now, I actually work with my embodiment. I move into trance, access the codes, and infuse it into the fascia of my body. 

The truth is: trauma is stored in the fascia of our cells.

We then repeat the same patterns—because the fascia actually informs the brain.

Yes, you heard that right: the BODY tells the MIND.

If our fascia is holding old programs, old belief systems, old information...We’re going to think, “my body doesn’t want to do this, ”when really, it’s an old pattern in the cells informing the brain.

I spent YEARS releasing cellular trauma. I took my embodiment into my own hands. I worked with mentors, with healers. I fell into devotional discipline with my practice. I rewrote narratives around my past and infused my cells with the new information.

I CONTINUE TO DO THIS WORK.

It’s a lifestyle.

Except now... it just gets yummier. I'm more resilient. I'm less reactive. I'm less triggered. I'm able to hold more, expand more, and create the life of my dreams.

When I realized I could re-code my body and mind...I realized I was limitless.

I believe it is our birthright to ALL be limitless.

To be free.

To live in our embodiment.

To live in our pleasure.

This is for the one who knows: You don’t need another spiritual high.

You need integration. You need embodiment.You need to feel safe, sensual, and sovereign in your body.

You’re ready to come home.